My TeRritOry

认真你就输了。。

2011-11-29T04:00:00.000+08:00

我还真的很认真查了下什么意思，所以我输了吗？

28112011-8.00pm

2011-11-02T06:53:00.001+08:00

fundamentalmathematicsdifferentialequationstaticticsmatlabfractal
真是他X的难还是我真的没有天份？
问题，即使写了部落格也不会有答案。

1112011-10：53pm

2011-10-30T17:31:00.001+08:00

如果你赞成说废话是在浪费生命。那你应该也赞成沉默是金，然后谁说寸金难买寸光阴。

p/s：在这个时间不够用的周末，我把赚来的一小时又浪费掉了。

30102011-9.31am

2011-10-15T22:42:00.002+08:00

常自我安慰说：我的缺点就是我的优点。
但你可能说这是为自己缺点找借口，然后并允许自己有缺点的烂人。
怎么办才好呢？太懂得自我安慰就是我无可救药的缺点。

15102011-3：42

2011-09-16T03:07:00.002+08:00

而有些预兆往往只有旁观者看得到。
讲完。

2011-09-13T01:40:00.001+08:00

我点着头说没关系摇着头说我很好功夫不够深演戏不够真看到假装看不见不在意的表情还在学习应该开心因为还保留那么一点真还是都什么时候了怎么还输在演技所谓的人际关系考得不就是面具够不够精致看穿了也不好识破我说那是虚情假意他们说你愤世嫉俗因为没胆识和社会过意不去我只好靠着破烂的演技希望能生存下去。

我想，我是嫁不出去了。。

2011-08-18T03:51:00.014+08:00

转发：http://blog.sina.com.cn/s/blog_6985cee60100wewc.html

舞台剧《在西厢》，Ruby应该是刘若英在里头的角色。以下是一个陌生人的观后感，而我仿佛在文章里看到了我。们。

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Ruby说：“我想，我是嫁不出去了，因为我居然在写博客。”

写博客意味着记录、思考；多少还有——孤独，现实中似已找不到分享思想、袒露秘密的对象，便只能寄望虚拟世界可以带来慰藉。

为什么记录和思考的女人嫁不出去？男人喜欢傻女人？看不起女人的思考？还是应付不了女人的拷问？

或许不是男人，而是女人的问题？关注自己，却怯于在现实世界中表达，蜷缩于单身公寓，只在黑夜中面对荧荧发光的电脑屏幕，键入感受、思想——诚实地面对自己，描绘感情世界——也许这才是最安全的，但却是最不可能实现的。

白天，Ruby作张生的助理，处理他一切生活、工作事宜；宣称是“兄弟”，维持着稳定而绝望的关系。她无法坦诚地面对自己的爱情：张生风流，她就妥善地处理他的女朋友们；张生要绝对干净的白衬衫，她就一丝不苟地替他整理；张生渴慕“崔莺莺”，她就去帮他追……她一副管家婆的样子，绝口不提、死不承认“爱”，明明爱却推开；笃定：张生不可能爱Ruby！

是对自己不自信——即使他为了她打架，还只是弱弱地问“你会为女人打架吗？”

是对爱不坦诚——用称兄道弟去掩饰，背后藏着对爱的渴求、爱之不得的绝望。

“写博客的女人不性感”（剧中台词），真相是：因为无法自信、坦诚地面对真实的自己，而躲进了博客的世界；在真实世界中却扮演着诸多社会规范角色，迷失自我。看不清自己，如何性感？如何美丽？

2011-05-19T04:00:00.000+08:00

然后，我提醒自己：有人牵挂和被人牵挂是幸福的。
虽然，有时候会问：有必要把大家搞得那么累吗？

18052011-9：00pm

旅行。。

2011-04-18T19:50:00.001+08:00

就是多走几步路，少读几面书。

18042011-12：50pm

身为警察的女儿，我想说的是。。

2011-04-15T21:07:00.003+08:00

他们说大选要到了？管它的，重点是我老爸上报了！

当身边的人在谴责警队表现时，我内心都在挣扎：参与话题，感觉不对；辩解，人家心想说当然啦，你老爸是警察。所以通常我都是不发一语地在旁边聆听。
我想如果我老爸不是警察，我应该也和他们一样，把警队评到一文不值。警队不是我老爸的，他只是一分子，所以我没有必要为警队辩护些什么。但当你看到你老爸因三更半夜接到一通电话而得起来做什么突击检查，或因一通电话而三更半夜都还没回来，你会知道，他们说的可能是事实，但不完全是。又或，当你老爸因要护卫什么苏丹部长，取消和你旅行的假期，你除了诅咒: “真他x的，好选不选这时候来!” 又还能说什么？然后，如果你贿赂，最好不要给了又在那边光抱怨，你有本事就把警员的号码记起来告诉他。
而我老爸真的老了，明年就退休，虽然他不会永远是警察，但他永远是我引以为傲的老爸。

14042011-2:07pm

2011-04-02T16:50:00.001+08:00

阿公，是遗憾当年没和她多拍合照吗？

一直让我耿耿于怀的一件事，那一年，我跟她说:阿嬷，新年快乐，身体健康。然后，我并没有得到我希望得到的回应。虽然，我已忘了那一年是哪一年。

02042011-9:50am

都是月亮惹的祸。。

2011-03-20T09:49:00.002+08:00

外国的月亮不止没有比较圆，现在我还得看你们看剩的。

20032011--1:40am

2013..

2011-03-12T02:03:00.002+08:00

There is an event on Facebook. Are you attending?

Maybe.

6:05pm-11 March 2011

我的负面能量需要被抒发。。

2011-02-13T18:57:00.001+08:00

这里就像厕所，要大便才会来。

13022011-10:55am

我的空虚需要被填补。。

2011-02-13T18:52:00.002+08:00

这里就像厨房，饿了才会来。

13022011-10:50am

2011-02-01T07:00:00.001+08:00

然后我终于有了日记但是我并没有把最深的感受写进去我的道德价值观把有些太阴暗悲观幼稚的想法过滤掉了深怕有天会被人读到那日记有存在的意义吗它又和网志有什么不同呢我自认不是个暴露狂如果是也是个有打底的暴露狂在部落格写东西就要有心理准备谁都看得到连写日记都会过滤的人我以为在这里写的都是一些无关痛痒的琐碎事物但我好像错了这一连串没有条理的字还比日记写得有诚意所以今天的那一页应该可以空着。

31/1/2011-11.oopm

我不是个好演员。。

2011-01-31T00:37:00.004+08:00

人生就像一场戏，最重要的是演技。

-摘自面子书朋友的一句话-

30012011-4：37pm

2011-01-28T20:59:00.001+08:00

First and Last paper.(25/1/2011)

Like

28/1/2011(4th month here)12.55pm

2011-01-21T05:56:00.000+08:00

俗气可是我想念。

20011-09：55pm

两首歌。。

2011-01-20T07:54:00.002+08:00

爱拼才会赢，爱赢才会拼。

200111-12.20am

瘦！

2011-01-18T22:08:00.002+08:00

是新的一年没错，但愿望还是旧的。

180111-2.05pm

2011-01-17T18:19:00.003+08:00

减肥是为了吃更多!!
-候佩岑-

170111-10:15am

2011-01-13T20:07:00.002+08:00

常会在美好的开始想到最坏的结局。
结婚。离婚。
幼苗。枯萎。
初一。十五。

想回家，但怕回家，因为:
回家。离开。

130111-12:15pm

End of term..

2010-12-18T03:34:00.002+08:00

分界线
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171210-07:35pm

2010-12-11T02:39:00.004+08:00

Should learn how to do this instead of using correcting fluids.

~~10122101-6:45pm~~

2010-12-06T02:00:00.001+08:00

Who can say
where the road goes
where the day flows
only time

And who can say
if your love grows
as your heart chose
only time

Who can say
why your heart sighs
as your love flies
only time

And who can say
why your heart cries
when your love lies
only time

Who can say
when the roads meet
that love might be
in your heart

And who can say
when the day sleeps
if the night keeps
all your heart

051210-6:05pm

27112010..

2010-11-28T06:10:00.004+08:00

人生第一场雪在我睡醒刷牙的时候就停止了。

20101127-10：30pm

2010-11-24T22:52:00.002+08:00

部落格其实应该写些什么？
是上课听不懂。抱怨考试成绩不理想。去了某某地方很好玩。看某某人不顺眼。今天天气很冷。还是晚餐要吃什么？

20101124-2：55pm

听。。

2010-11-13T17:25:00.001+08:00

嘴巴是最好的乐器，眼睛是最好的相机。那些是像我什么都不会的人所说的葡萄酸话。

131110-9:25am

2010-10-31T17:52:00.000+08:00

冬天正式到来。听说今天有25个小时，然后，今天明天就是不停的赚与亏。

31102010-9：52am

2010-10-24T22:02:00.003+08:00

从刘若英微博读到然后一直浮现在脑海我在提醒自己的一句话：在每到陌生的城市，都看不見它的美。只老想在裡頭找到一點故鄉的熟悉感。而離開時，才婉惜太遲發現它本身的美。

24101010-3.06pm

秋天来了，夏天还会远吗？

2010-10-12T03:03:00.002+08:00

随着成长　远离家乡
回头遥望　我满肩坚强
为了梦想　振翅飞翔
怎么遗忘　熟悉的家香
When you feel the slip
When you start to crack
When it's all to hell
Know I have your back
Whether right or wrong
Is beside the point
'Cause we're more than blood
当我张开翅膀　试图往　梦里闯
时间却不经意　迷失家　的方向
当我满载成就　回头向　起点望
灰尘布满翅膀　飞不回　那扇窗
想像远方　绚烂星光
钟声敲醒　如茵的艳阳
为了梦想　我选择翱翔
怎么换回　淡淡的忧伤
张开翅膀却迷失方向
如果你记得方向　家就在不远前方
只有家的灯光比夜空中的星星还亮
要是你迷失方向　想找个地方流浪
家永远在你的身旁
太阳才交替月亮　星星又笼罩了窗
爸妈斑驳的鬓角诉说了逝去的时光
就算没地方流浪　只要你记得方向
家永远在你的身旁
当我张开翅膀
时间却不经意　迷失家的方向
当我满载成就
灰尘布满翅膀　飞不回　那扇窗

*三个夏天，就回去。

11102010-8.00pm

你那边几点？

2010-10-08T23:57:00.004+08:00

现在，是否想我像我想念着你一样？

081010-4.57pm

Lets Discover Leicester..

2010-10-03T17:39:00.001+08:00

Event: lets Discover Leicester - Explorace
Organiser: LUMS(Leicester University Malaysians Society)
Date: 2/10/2010
Time: 9am-2pm
Task:Take pictures in front of..

Library

Supermarket

Prison(side view)

Prison(front view)

Largest slide in Leicester(The 1 far far away..)

Hospital

After that...Loitering around our house with Ms.J

and thats the summons nicely sealed in a plastic bag which you can hardly ignore.

031010 10:40am

2010-09-29T15:32:00.006+08:00

Ms.J说：当你20岁的时候，转身的速度要比流泪快。

290910--8：37am

Flash Back..

2010-09-21T12:56:00.003+08:00

1208109(Thurs)-Release of A-level Results
Start Waiting for Unconditional offer and CAS number
Start Packing
160810(Mon)----Medical Check-up

and I wonder did I put the X-ray correctly?and that is my gall bladder or pancreas?wuahha..

190810(Thurs)---Mantoux Test
Waiting for Unconditional Offer and CAS Number
230810(Mon)----KPM Pre-departure Briefing
240810(Tue)-----Collect Statement of Results
Still Waiting for Unconditional Offer and CAS Number
260810(Thurs)---After days of depression,finally CAS Number in Hand.Special thanks to those who showed concern and helped me during that suffering period.
270810(Fri)------Police Clearance--Letter of Good Conduct--Grads Card
020910(Fri)------Visa Application
Waiting for Visa Application to be Completed
Waiting for Visa Application to be Completed
140910-----------Receive Welcome Pack from Leicester
Waiting for Visa Application to be Completed
Waiting for Visa Application to be Completed

170910(Fri)-------Processed Visa Application is ready for collection.

200910(Mon)-----Collect Visa.(phew~~FINALLY!)

The very high-profile sweater was given by my beloved cousin..haha..his wive is hoping to transform me into a girl.

Still Packing
270910------------

2010-09-19T02:29:00.001+08:00

我的未来不是梦，因为那样的未来不曾出现在我的梦。

So Long..

2010-09-15T14:36:00.006+08:00

10092010

Graduation(Friends Forever)

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night in June
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real blue
Stay at home talking on the telephone
And we would get so excited and we'd get so scared
Laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
From whatever
We will still be
Friends Forever

So if we get the big jobs
And we make the big money
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

La, la, la, la:
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la:
We will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

参见。。

2010-09-13T12:13:00.006+08:00

萨顶顶-一个在2007年某一个夜晚某一个电台认识的一把声音.
在2010年的9月11日听到她的现场演唱。你说，怎能不high?!!!!

我只是很大力地鼓掌并没有站起来。

林悦-一位因为读了《彳亍地平线》然后把她封为偶像的人。（她称她自己为旅人）
当时为什么会把那本书买回家其实已经记不得了，但幸好当时我买了。

时常会说：终有一天我会和他们一样，背起背包很潇洒地上路去。
但，其实我怕有一天我成为书里面说所一样：只是个背望梦想感叹人生的妥协者。

罗忆诗-一位讲话就够好听的歌手。我也只是很大力地在拍掌和拍照。

那一晚，我整个人就是超兴奋的啦。其实，现在还是。

特别鸣谢：老姐及她的老友。

2010年9月11日（六）KLCC 海外华文书市

2010-08-26T10:17:00.002+08:00

我想要一個亂了數字的時鐘
我想做一個完全相反的我
我在這個世界拼命些什麼
累死我

虽然知道这一切，忍一忍就过去了，但还真是难熬。

突然想唱。。

2010-08-16T12:52:00.000+08:00

太多时间　在抱怨　太少时间　值得去怀念~~~

2010-08-13T12:49:00.003+08:00

我觉得自己是被眷顾的，然后，我担心幸运是有quota的。

有时想念。。

2010-08-04T13:22:00.001+08:00

在里面。一个人。两个人。很多人。。。

2010-08-02T15:16:00.003+08:00

最常发然后我还记得的梦大多是被人绑架竟然还发不出声音遭人打抢某某人死掉我哭到累死然后被吓醒继几年前曾经梦过s.h.e是我的邻居我们还一起骑脚车前几天我竟然梦见侯佩岑是我的补习老师补什么忘了但场景有点熟悉但也不晓得是在谁的家人很多我找不到椅子但基本上还是兴奋的等我找到位子后梦也结束了醒来以后觉得真的是个好梦啊但后来想想还是那其实也只是个补习的噩梦？

会发痴梦其实也不是没原因的几年前s.h.e来马六甲宣传我怕内疚所以选者待在家准备第二天的华语测验然后成绩出来还不是一样烂就觉得真是后悔极了但没关系至少她们曾经是我的邻居在梦里。
至于侯佩岑呢可能是最近一直都在关注她的微博还有什么一堆的综艺节目所以应该是所谓的夜有所思日有所梦吧。
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看到一张侯佩岑和她妈妈的合照，真的是超级无敌地像。然后我问老妈：妈，很多人也是讲我们很像hoh？可是我比较想像侯佩岑的妈妈咧....哈哈哈哈哈....（认真的啦）

2010-07-30T03:29:00.007+08:00

然后等到要大便再来找加油站吧！

First visit to Kampung..

2010-07-28T23:02:00.004+08:00

they call this The King of the fruits and this one is just a very small tiny little king..

and this - The Queen of the fruits..but why?!
mum said because mangosteen has crown wor....(doubt)

and then you turn left walk straight turn left again walk straight again turn right walk straight then here you are...

or you can turn left walk straight turn left again walk straight again turn left walk straight then here you are...

so pretty~~wuhahhaha..

23/07-25/07

so far so good..

2010-07-22T13:57:00.006+08:00

19/06 batch 11 from present to past

everyday a must-do activity

everyday a first action to start a brand new day and the last action to end the day

weekend and usually if i am not in muar then i am on the road to muar

muar my second home

10/07 a taste that should not be forgotten

12/07 world cup final spain vs holland vs paul

+ / - 5

2010-07-15T21:18:00.003+08:00

想到一个已经20岁的人死死觉得自己才15岁就觉得恶心，
再想到一个才20岁的人死死要呕出25岁人说的话就觉得更恶心。

2010-07-06T15:02:00.001+08:00

When I get older, I will be stronger,
They'll call me freedom, just like a Waving Flag~~

2010-07-06T00:25:00.005+08:00

Kokiya 24.06.2010

然后那天我真的很开心很庆幸，我们的相处模式依然那么的熟悉。

Photos: courtesy of t.f

2010-06-24T01:40:00.004+08:00

过了五年的自己其实也没有多大的变化都在做着当时觉得最重要的事即使回头看其实有些事没必要可是当时就是很需要然后我一直重复做同样的动作在想那是好事还是坏事其实不好不坏只是做了那些事才有今天这个模样今天做了这些事才有以后那个模样。

2010-06-15T02:19:00.005+08:00

得奖作品摄于国家动物园2010年4月25日。（是的，我就是在炫耀）

周杰伦唱《超人不会飞》：自信是我绘画的颜料。
我想说：黑白世界即使没有色彩但依然精彩！

考试最后一天最后一张。。

2010-06-12T19:47:00.003+08:00

当我想说：好吧，不要再做最后垂死的挣扎的时候，心里还是挣扎的。

*有感而发于2010年6月11日11：00am.

2010-05-25T21:09:00.003+08:00

我们不是花木兰，所以仗都是替自己打的。

2010-05-09T22:06:00.000+08:00

那不小心来到你生命的她
那你原本以为会是个他的她
那幼稚园下课回家嚷着要加饭的她
那告诉你她以后还是当爸爸比较好的她
那小时候她不睡午觉然后你打她的她（死死要加这个point虽然你死死否认)
那小时候半夜会因发梦而呕到满身都是的她（还有什么拉屎拉尿啊）
那你曾经为她拿书包的她
那你告诉她如果要分数自己去争取的她
那曾经很有骨气告诉你她自己的事自己解决的她
那应该是你们太无聊然后假设性地问如果你们离婚她会选择谁的她
那虽然还小但明白你们大人陷阱所以回答你们no comment的她
那你告诉她在怀孕时你只祈求她健康平安所以并没有把她生到很美的她
那你告诉她你取她名为思慰是希望她能知足常乐的她
那常常会问你为什么要把她生下的她
那个她现在是否有达到当初你对她的期望呢?
无论如何谢谢你告诉她幸好有把她生下来。

2010-05-02T08:04:00.002+08:00

两个不一样的地方，将会有两个不一样的故事，然后，有谁能预先知道哪一个地方的故事会比较精彩。

2010-04-23T23:24:00.005+08:00

Sometimes Love Just Ain't Enough

[and it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust.
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are.]

[and it's sad when you know it's your heart they can't touch.
There's a reason why people don't stay who they are.]

是这样吧，没有人会比自己更爱你。然后，你只好更爱你自己。

2010-04-21T12:40:00.002+08:00

and I love this picture very much!! credits to Dania.

The expectations of You & I make my camera heavier than it should be and May I have a stronger hand & heart to lift up the camera.

2010-04-21T01:54:00.004+08:00

As they say the best way to get to know the 'real' side of a person is through traveling and May I have the courage & knowledge to have a journey with me & myself.

Sista..

2010-04-12T20:22:00.004+08:00

Mybelovedsistawhoisbeautifulbigsquaresmartdiligentcreativefriendlysingle&available. Well, I accept cash or cheque.

帝女花英文版..

2010-04-07T16:09:00.005+08:00

20032010

Are you going to die
If I die I become butterfly
Butterfly flying to the sky
Side by side
Low and high
Stolen look stolen cry
You cry Everybody cries~~~

2010-03-31T22:46:00.005+08:00

怕输是一种基因，那颗落力游向卵子的精子就是最好的证明。

Miss.ed March..

2010-03-12T13:09:00.005+08:00

Stars- Calendar Girl

If I am lost for a day; try to find me
But if I don't come back, then I won't look behind me
All of the things that I thought were so easy
Just got harder and harder each day
December is darkest and June is the light but this empty bedroom won't make anything right
While out on the landing a friend I forgot to send home
Who waits up for me all through the night
Calendar girl who's in love with the world Stay alive
Calendar Girl who's in love with the world Stay alive
I dreamed I was dying; as I so often do
And when I awoke I was sure it was true
I ran to the window; threw my head to the sky
And said whoever is up there,please don't let me die
But I can't live forever,I can't always be
One day I'll be sand on a beach by a sea
The pages keep turning, I'll mark off each day with a cross
And I'll laugh about all that we've lost
Calendar Girl who is lost to the world
Stay Alive
Calendar Girl who is lost to the world Stay Alive
January, February, March, April, May I'm alive
June, July, August, September,October I'm alive
November, December, you all through the winter, I'm alive
I'm alive

别弄脏了你的嘴。。

2010-03-03T23:20:00.003+08:00

那些虚伪做作让人作呕的人事物我真的能视而不见吗好吧那我只好少照镜子。

那会是你吗？

2010-03-01T20:43:00.003+08:00

140210年初一阿公家外

然后我才知道只要死了就会有保佑人家的能力。

我只是在自我安慰。。

2010-02-18T11:08:00.004+08:00

然后愚蠢的我竟然把自信建立在别人的肯定上。

这个新年。。

2010-02-17T23:56:00.002+08:00

人面不知何处去，桃花依旧笑春风。

阿牛要走了啰。。

2010-02-09T21:00:00.003+08:00

阿虎要来liao咯。。

词/曲：阿牛陈庆祥

轻轻的把行李放在肩膀上
阿牛今天他要回家乡
回家过年吃年糕拿红包
见见亲爱的爹娘

紧紧把车票握在手上
和我一样的游子挤车站
恨不得马上飞到故乡的胸膛
满载乡思的车子奔往家的方向

喔回家了啰
要逛逛童年渡过的地方
看看家乡成了什么模样
一家人共聚一堂喜气洋洋

喔天下的爹娘
计较的并非要儿女衣锦还乡
只是希望他们的孩子能够平安健康
不管是在家里还是身在异乡

喔喔米饭永远是家里煮的最香
让我喝口妈妈煲的白果莲子汤
家是游子永远的避风港喔
家是游子永远的避风港

真的是一首我喜欢到爆的新年歌。。

阿牛回乡记

我的自卑无可救药。。

2010-02-05T11:24:00.004+08:00

可是在你眼里，我的自卑是否是一种虚伪？

DOE? DIE?

2010-01-31T00:38:00.000+08:00

Title of Mission: Journey To The West

Date: 16/17 Jan 2010

Distance: 25km

Displacement: 0 km

Squad: All Girls Group--(now I personally think that can be called G-Force, since I just watched the movie...wuahaha!!)

Squad members: Ms W.Zhen, Ms W.Huei, Ms Y.Shi, Ms Kuk and Ms S.Wei.

And then the journey began...

we carried the tents bah kata pepatah: berat sama dipikul....

and we had this SUPER DUPER hi-tech secret weapon....wuahhaha..VICTORY must be not too far away...(*.*)v

but obviously I was wrong...hahha..keep walking~~..keep keep walking~~

and then they say it is the journey that matters, in the end..

our territory..

and proudly present my saviour!!....

a brand new day..

and then another journey began....

Our song

Lyrics: AGG except me..(wuahahah) Melody: Barney I love you

D.O.E D.O.E...we are going to D.I.E..

with a farmer's hat and a big rucksack..

go half way and lets go back..

We are still alive!!..and We did complete the journey!!

A really big thank you to all my group members..and I am really proud of us!! ..

p/s: pictures courtesy of Ms W.Zhen.

人生不如意事十之八九。。

2010-01-20T23:59:00.003+08:00

即使我祝你万事如意，你还是有更多万不如意的事。
然后，他们说：常想一二。

母鸡和小鸡的故事。。

2010-01-11T19:26:00.001+08:00

还记得一年级课文提到：当小鸡长大有能力照顾自己时，母鸡就会把小鸡啄走，好让小鸡能自力更生。当时的我回家问了老妈：妈，那你什么时候把阿哥tiok 走。。

是这样吧。

你，无论多么不舍，该放手的时候，还是会放..

我，无论多么不愿意，该离开的时候还是会离开..

2010-01-10T23:05:00.001+08:00

欢乐时光过得特别快，又系时候讲拜拜.

屎肥婆。。

2010-01-07T14:24:00.008+08:00

oh no oh shit oh my god!!

哦，我那美丽的背影。。

倒立，我马会！！

补充说明：屎肥婆酱名副其实的名字是小企取的。（我现在怀疑她其实是趁机骂我）

屎肥婆还有两位失散多年的哥哥--屎bokbok和屎doigndoign. 敬请期待！

我拉住时间他却不理会。。

2009-12-27T21:30:00.002+08:00

宜出行沐浴整容立约牡养忌田猎嫁娶

我不停地回首，不停地展望，直到明天已成为了昨天，我才发现我浪费了今天。

Tears and Rain

2009-12-27T01:07:00.000+08:00

How I wish I could surrender my soul;
Shed the clothes that become my skin;
See the liar that burns within my needing.
How I wish I'd chosen darkness from cold.
How I wish I had screamed out loud,
Instead I've found no meaning.

I guess it's time I run far, far away;find comfort in pain,
All pleasure's the same:it just keeps me from trouble.
Hides my true shape,like Dorian Gray.
I've heard what they say,but I'm not here for trouble.
It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.

How I wish I could walk through the doors of my mind;
Hold memory close at hand,
Help me understand the years.
How I wish I could choose between Heaven and Hell.
How I wish I would save my soul.
I'm so cold from fear.

When I am holiday-ing..

2009-12-26T11:00:00.006+08:00

yet not Melaka-ing..

This dream he had，each child still knows..

2009-12-17T13:20:00.002+08:00

好像不曾相信圣诞老人的存在，

我，好像太急了。。

你口中的有一个人。。

2009-12-17T12:06:00.002+08:00

其实说穿了，不就是给那些不想又不小心对到号入座的人有离开座位然后还能安慰自己说其实是误坐别人位子的借口罢了。

2009-12-01T13:39:00.003+08:00

I knew everyone of us is wearing a mask and
sometimes I do hope that I am not able to look through it.

然后借用玲同学的话：废话连篇，重写一篇。。

2009-12-01T12:55:00.000+08:00

作文 1：试说出你最近读的一本书以及读后感。（字数至少250）

大纲：
开头：- 书名，作者。
- 时间，地点，原因。
内容：
1. 内容摘要
2. 感受。
3. 在深一点的感受。

结尾：一本值得看的书/阅读的好处。

每个学生应该都有写作文的经验，我也不例外。作文的类别诸多如：应用文，描写文，叙述文等。无论什么类型的作文题目都是我的噩梦。句子不通顺（或称之为便秘），语法不正确，词汇有限……总之，表达能力不理想。但，我自称了解能力好，因为正所谓：我了解自己的明白。

其实，我想写一篇读后感言。然后，我不得不承认，尽管读了无论是藤井树﹑蔡智恒还是九八刀，我依然无法下笔如有神。我更无法像林悦能描绘出一个个地方的美与不美，然后让一个我变得像一个花痴一样梦想着有一天也能追随她的脚步。

我被教导不要暴露自己的缺点，他们说：越写越多，越写越错。因此，大多数我的贴文不是一个标题，几行字，就是一个标题，几张照片。

写到这里，我想，还是那些人说得对。

p/s：然后，这应该是继人家题目是老朋友叙旧，我写老朋友餐厅叙旧时，目睹车祸过程，叫救护车，一五一十地告诉警察，第二次离题。虽然，直到现在，我还是会问：为什么不可以哦？

This is something which I wanted to do long time ago..

2009-11-19T16:27:00.003+08:00

Click here .

and today is their anniversary..

2009-11-17T17:35:00.000+08:00

I am so in love with the little shiwei..

2009-11-17T17:31:00.010+08:00

photo by lcg/gst.

unfortunately she lives no more.

Just finished my final paper for this year..

2009-11-16T10:34:00.000+08:00

and perhaps I just did another pass year questions.

跟你讲hoh..

2009-11-10T23:34:00.008+08:00

我也不懂对不对啦，只是听别人酱讲的啦。。
有些话想说却不能让他听到喔，所以只好偷偷躲在他背后讲啦。。

p/s: sshh..不要讲是我讲的咧。。

So true 2..

2009-11-08T09:04:00.000+08:00

Visited this page>> 以为，了解
and did the test>> enneagram test
and I am of this type>> type5
and I cant agree more.
and I am glad that I am not alone.

So true..

2009-11-07T23:28:00.000+08:00

A lesson learnt..

2009-11-06T23:53:00.000+08:00

I started a joke-Bee Gees

I started a joke, which started the whole world crying,
But I didnt see that the joke was on me, oh no.

I started to cry, which started the whole world laughing,
Oh, if Id only seen that the joke was on me.

I looked at the skies, running my hands over my eyes,
And I fell out of bed, hurting my head from things that Id said.

Til I finally died, which started the whole world living,
Oh, if Id only seen that the joke was on me.

2009-11-03T23:53:00.004+08:00

如果说爽是四个大大的错，那不爽是不是没有错？

我是花。痴

2009-11-01T22:57:00.001+08:00

郑丁贤。photo by guin.

其实，幸好有那么一年。我的母校我老妈的母校在我出生那可爱的马六甲。

鄭丁賢‧我的母校，我們的華校

Highlightoftheday: Physics Practical..

2009-10-27T23:51:00.002+08:00

and This should bring my day to the end.

I am not good at..

2009-10-20T20:06:00.005+08:00

Fix You-Coldplay

When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse?

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worst?

Lights will guide you home,
And ignite your bones,
And I will try to fix you,

High up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down on your face
And I

Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down on your face
And I

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

2009-10-16T23:29:00.004+08:00

You do not understand my previous post and think that it makes no sense at all. Perhaps, I will agree with you, someday in the future.

:(

2009-10-15T22:00:00.001+08:00

and today is another day which is significant.
Things that should be remembered:
>Dania's birthday [run>bash>dirty>water>wet>smelly>picture>present>happy:)]
>Physics [Msg>9>happy:)]
>Breakfast [kueyteow>favourite>happy:)]
>Physics [Electric field>formula>??>homework>happy:)
>The picture of Dorian Grey [James Blunt>Tears and Rains>wikipedia>interesting>library>found>borrowed>happy:)]
>FMP [complex series>complex>not so happy>happy:)]
>Moral [Presentation>global warming>crap>both GS presentations done>happy:)]
>Economics [Monopolistic competition>not monopoly>not perfect competition>happy:)]
>Mechanics [Rigid Body>question>self-service>chat>Daniel>University choices>happy:)]
>Tutorial [Pn raha>raya>sengkuang>lontong>nasi himpit>full>delicious>happy:)]
>UCAS application done. [day b4 dateline>nervous>let it be>SBKYL>happy:)]
>Plurk [kaka>wuahaha>karma 64.55>happy:)]
>
>Blog [Not happy>not so happy>happy:)]
>>[I started a joke>Angela>Bee Gees>repeating>3days or more>happy:)]

p/s. Some ideas contributed by Izzaty>best>chaletmate>friend>listener>happy:)

还是给我。。

2009-10-11T12:49:00.001+08:00

929 - 花花世界

没有风也许能飞的更远
没有翅膀就大步向前
抬起胸别皱著眉头
失去自由心要更辽阔
花花世界我把他藏在我的
左边口袋裡面美丽世界怎能轻易就让你看见
小小世界是我青春岁月
最初的心愿等待那天
我一定会实现花花世界
我舞在寂静黑夜一遍又一遍
美丽世界怎会离得如此遥远
小小世界在心的黑暗面
跳跃的瞬间等待那天
我一定会实现花花世界

给未来的我。。

2009-10-11T12:32:00.002+08:00

929 - 胖胖女生三部曲之大学荒唐时
作词：吴欣怡作曲：吴志寧

乱七八糟逗点多的知识淹没我
浑浑噩噩赖床每天睡成懒骨头
披头散髮拖鞋宵夜乱吃随便我
一袋漫画咸酥鸡就能过一个週末
这样的青春就像浴缸泡太久
呼嚕嚕嚕嚕冷掉了
所谓的生活已随下雨的午后
哗啦啦啦啦淋湿了
朝九晚五小螺丝的工作固定我
浑浑噩噩随波漂流我是软骨头
要牵你的手要天长地久要身材好才可以
那群襬盪盪的自己莫怪会罗曼梦醒
这样的青春就像浴缸泡太久
呼嚕嚕嚕嚕冷掉了
所谓的生活已随下雨的午后
哗啦啦啦啦淋湿了
所谓的青春就这样随随便便呼
嚕嚕嚕嚕睡掉了
所谓的男朋友还是从来都没有
哗啦啦啦啦才快活

2009-10-10T19:52:00.004+08:00

and Today I get angry easily and those small little tiny things which I shall not remember few days later.

Zero Population..

2009-10-06T18:55:00.003+08:00

and when the day comes, everything really does not matter anymore..

Parallel lines..

2009-10-04T01:32:00.006+08:00

photo by guin

They will never meet as they have same gradient unlike us

We never intersect as we are too different.